Sensual desires are nothing in comparison with the psyche’s craving for permanence
It’s better to be dissipated then safe
Dissipation is futile and vain but
at least it’s a genuine try
Safety it is ever doomed because
there is no safety
there is no permanence
no escape from death
no escape from change
no self
nothing to hold on to
Dissipation merely disappoints, though largely
Safety kills
Safety prevents you from living
Safety prevents you from seeking the truth
Safety is far worse a drug then indulgence
It’s far more addictive
Habit is more powerful then desire
Your past is more powerful then your future
Most of you should overindulge in life
You are not beyond your desires — you’re simply cowards
You fail to explore
What is once an exploration of one’s carnal needs is later an exploration of one’s soul
You must explore and you must pursuit what is genuine to you
Whatever Buddha or Jesus or your guru says doesn’t matter because unless it’s genuine to you — it’s a lie
You must explore yourself and if that entails dissipation so be it
Repressed desires are the cancer
How can anything be true in your life if you’re not even true to yourself?
If you lie to yourself on the most fundamental level — how can you trust yourself with anything at all?
Whatever you repress is the poison of untruth, affecting your entire life
Your repressed desires will manifest in far more malign ways
If you for once try going ALL OUT on something you will invariably discover the emptiness of that pursuit
Ultimately — of all pursuits
Your soul will give you very fucking tangible feedback that you are getting nowhere
You can then still ignore it and find comfort in whatever routine you undertook, be it a routine of productivity and achievement, routine of dissipation and overindulgence, or a routine of laying on a couch before your fucking tv
But you can also transcend
Then move within
The ultimate dichotomy is not between the modesty and excess
The dichotomy is always between consciousness and unconsciousness
Conscious life or unconscious trance
Finally
Conscious exploration or unconscious falling