there is no other life than your current life

 

there are no other options but your current options

 

future obviously doesn’t exist

past is obviously just a bedtime story

 

you are utterly alone — no one to help you, and no one to compare to either

 

everything that happens to you happens to you by the grace of the lord… i.e. by chance

 

everything that happens to you is a gift

 

your life situation couldn’t have been any other way but the way it is now — and it is a gift — ugly as it is, beautiful as it is

 

When you look at others and wonder why they have it this way and you have it that way — you are asking the wrong questions. you COULDN’T have it any other way. It’s impossible

 

you don’t reflect on what it would be like to be a flying bird in the sky, an ant in an ants colony, a fat bear in the mountains, a fucking ufo on another planet. Why do you mull over this preposterous notion of being someone else, having something someone else has, all that?

 

when you look at someone doing good

what you’re really looking at is

THE DOING-GOOD

something turning out well

actions and practices which are propitious

propitious and impersonal

it’s not about you and it’s not about them

it’s about the actions

 

you and I will rot

only the life itself will remain

the way we live our lives

and it shall be the way the life will be lived after us

 

action is all there is

you couldn’t have it any other way

you couldn’t have been anyone else

your only options are your current options

and the actions you choose is the only choice

 

the action is all there is

the only choice

the only thing that matters

not who you are and who he is and she is

 

forget possibilities

you can’t even conceive the future

philosophy is such a distraction!

how can you think so much about something that is NOT?

obviously 99% of what you think is not. make an audit and find out for yourself how accurate you are about the future, about how things work, about what is going to happen (or not happen) this week, about what you concluded about this person and that person and that decision and this politician and that idea

focus on what you can do today (and measure)

 

again, forget yourself

forget “others”

forget “possibilities”

forget all the stupid “what-if” and what-not

WHAT-IF is basically WHAT-IS-NOT. It’s the same thing

There is none of this nonsense

Just what you do today

 

Just what you do today

Your situation

It couldn’t have been ANY different

You couldn’t have done better. That’s not you

Things couldn’t have gone the other way for you

Get this preposterous notion out of your head

Take your situation wholly, WHOLLY, 100000%

Then do something with it

Something which is not “great”, not “extraordinary”, not ambitious not powerful FUCK all those big empty words!

All that is relative. And you have no one to compare. It’s YOUR LIFE and it’s UNIQUE

Stop naming it stop fitting it into your stupid little conditioned narrative

Just take FULL responsibility for what you can DO NOW

without pomp, without pride, without desire, without ambition, without anyone and not for anyone… without dignity, without even yourself, the ego

there is only action

the fact of being alive

and whether you embrace it

will you embrace it

or will you deny it