you only don’t need help
if you can do it alone
you don’t need a teacher if you can learn by yourself
you don’t need education if you can educate yourself
you don’t need discipline if you can discipline yourself
you don’t need a guide if you can lead yourself
you don’t need a boss if you can boss yourself
you don’t need advice if you can figure it out yourself
the brutal truth is however — that you’re hardly those things
once someone or something has you do it — you do it
once no one or no thing has you do it — you do fuck all
people will tell you that you must go to school and must pick a respectable career and must listen to the very important people and read very important news and what-not
it’s very stupid
in the same time if you are NOT put in a certain place, NOT put on a certain path — you tend to end up nowhere
what do you do?
you should do both
you should do both
you should do EVERYTHING yourself
go alone like you die alone
and once you fail
get help
get more help
get ALL the help
get someone to do it for you
just make sure you
never underestimate the influence of an environment, of a group, of the “5 people around you”, even of your entire city, entire country and entire cultural climate
it is massive
unless you’re all-powerful — the best way for you to influence you is by changing your influences
in the same time you can never for a minute give up on the elementary truth of being completely alone in it
being completely alone — just you and the responsibility you take
life is what you make it — no more no less
whatever the fuck happens to you — you take care of that
there is no excuse
and it’s ultimately always you who gets the job done
no one else will do it for you
so again
DO go alone
DENY everything
and WHERE you’re still INFLUENCED
MODIFY those INFLUENCES
so that they serve you
…
the higher you’ll get the more you’ll want to cut yourself from all conditioning all influence
but life is not some fairytale where all problems will disappear by some magic fucking wand
you are the magic wand and you solve your problems
and for as long as you do — either you find a fucking way — or find a way TO find a way
you can’t deny the reality of the problem once you’re facing it and consequently — you can’t deny the reality of the necessity of acquiring a solution, once you’re at it
there is no choice
no magic “elevation” to deliver you
there is only the problem and it’s your duty to solve it
alone
or with others
you only don’t need help if you can do it alone