Every day joke a little bit more

Love a little bit more

 

Not merely for the sake of jokes, mind you

Not merely for the sake of love’s delights

But for the sake of all the parts of you that don’t feel like laughing

don’t feel like loving

 

Laugh at your misery

Laugh and it may just feel less miserable

But laugh because you may just break your own addiction to that fucking misery

 

Because we DO get addicted to emotional states

You may want to change for the better and bring about a better life — but perhaps that’s not you!

Perhaps you don’t really want to change

Because the change, the real change that you need — it would be your (current self) obliteration, it would be your death

 

…but perhaps you can LAUGH at it

perhaps you can fall in love a little

perhaps whatever part of you still thinks that there’s something wrong with this world (rather then it being just what it is) will unstick itself from that energy

and perhaps whatever bothers you so much in your life and whatever you so dislike — perhaps if you can just smile at it, relax a little about it, play with it — perhaps it will no longer be so heavy

and then you will just be able to

throw it off your fucking chest!!

hehehehehehhee