Why do you get drunk / high?
And why, as a result, you become an even dumber cunt?
So there’s the gain to be derived,
One would be the good emotion that it brings
Another could be the liberation from inhibition
Inhibitions of course exist for a reason
At the extreme: having “no care in the world” would simply result in you killing yourself, recklessly
But too many inhibitions paralyse you
You do so little that life becomes a bit less worth living anyway
So becoming an “even dumber cunt” is PART of the reward
It’s the side-effect of removing inhibitions
Or maybe even the main result
And you’re all for it
Or maybe you’re not all for it
Otherwise you’d be an “even dumber cunt” even when sober, right? If it’s so great
Provided you could
Reality is:
-You’re not very good at working through your inhibitions, growing a spine
-So you gladly incapacitate yourself to the point where you’re just a bit more uninhibited than you even would have liked
It is worth noting the asininity of it
It seems it’s the especially inhibited people that find most relief in alcohol / drugs
We tell them: “this is not the answer”, and we are correct
Any strange experience should inspire you to look differently at your default state,
Same goes with substances
The question is again:
“Is being an even dumber cunt the goal? The side-effect? Both?”
Answer, learn something about yourself
Then decide what you want to be,
Decide what you want to be BY DEFAULT