Why is greed so repugnant, disgusting?
Greed is delusion
Greed is weakness
Greed is delusional faith, hope — for betterment through acquisition
Greed is weakness — when this false betterment comes at the expense of true values
You and I of course are reward-driven
You and I of course have goals
But besides that we have values
What are values?
It’s something immutable
Rewards are gained and then we seek new rewards
Goals are acquired and then we find new goals
But values are immutable
It’s that which lasts
It precedes and proceeds
It informs how we act and how we react
It informs how we perceive and what we conceive
Values is our quest for that which is TRUE, and LASTING
Those can be moral values, philosophical and scientific value, also the values of a good life, or perhaps something else entirely
Greed is delusional confusion of the TRANSITORY for the VALUABLE
You acquire some thing, material or immaterial
A physical object, a toy
Or perhaps an idea, a belief, a memory
Both are transitory however
Those are not values which are beyond you
Nor even values which you can perpetuate through how you live every day
Those are merely acquisitions
Their purported value is in the fact that you hoard them
And you confuse their pathetic ego gratification, comfort of having them — with the value of actual values
And the more you confuse the two — the more you betray your values
Its already disgusting when true values are being supplanted by fucking delusional mirages
It’s already disgusting if you think you’re better defined by your car and pictures from vacations and achievements — then by doing what you believed was RIGHT today, because it was congruent with your values
It’s disgusting, but perhaps it can yet coexist with still retaining certain values
The degree of abhorrence is thus better defined by how destitute of real values you become, and how many of your remaining values you readily betray
Out of GREED for that illusion
THIS is when greed is disgusting
It’s disgusting enough to be a materialist. It’s a sad existence.
We are driven to driven people, because we recognise in their passion and love something of true value.
A materialistic greedy person is repugnant because he’s in thrall of the falsehood of acquisitions
HOWEVER,
Greed gets REALLY palpably disgusting when the GREEDY person is too captivated by his greed so as to continuously betray all values: his, or even those passively inherited from the society
Think of the greedy scoundrel who will betray his own friends
Think of the greedy drip who won’t bring a gift, won’t buy a drink, won’t give a tip, ever
Think of a greedy scum politician to whom “values” are just a plaything, a tool, an illusion used to acquire non-illusionary benefits to himself
Greed is not great
We do get greedy
Poor get greedy because their values don’t always bring the food on the table
Rich get greedy because they became enamoured by the hope of enhancing themselves through acquisition
Successful get greedy because in success they hope they will finally have value
Losers get greedy for the same reason
You and I get greedy because we want the good to continue, to not pass — therefore we wish to perpetuate it indefinitely, we want to CAPTURE it
We do get greedy
And then we are disappointed
Again
And the greed strikes when you don’t see it
You don’t think of yourself as greedy
You experience a negative emotion associated with LOSING OUT on something
You feel obliged to your course of action
You feel it’s fair
Of course it would be unfair if you were to lose, if you were to be worse off
You feel a little bit dirty perhaps,
Sometimes it’s masked by pleasure of acquiring the new thing
And sometimes it feels very dirty but you fool yourself it’s necessary
You don’t think of yourself as greedy
Maybe you think you’re ambitious
Or maybe you think you’re pragmatic, reasonable, level-headed
Or maybe you think you’re clever
How do you know you’re greedy?
Look within
Examine your values
AND examine the EMOTION you experience
Does it make you uncomfortable, to NOT be greedy? To LET GO? To accept that you have had enough? Or that you don’t NEED it no more?
Examine the emotion
AND examine the values
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU VALUE MORE THAN POSSESSION ?
And you will see
And perhaps that will be enough to let go
To liberate oneself from this greedy state of mind
From that suffocating emotion, desire of wanting to be greedy
And from that small-mind, the thoughts which proceed from that emotion, from that schema