You can’t reconcile outside with inside

There is no outside and inside

 

You can’t reconcile internal peace with outside pursuits

There are no outside pursuits

Not when you had seen the reality

And there is no freedom without complete comprehension of reality – only conflict

 

You can’t pursuit things outwardly and retain inside peace

You can’t pursuit anything at all – and retain peace

There is no “outside pursuit with inner peace”

Outside pursuit is turmoil

 

There is no outside pursuit

There’s action

There is no outside pursuit

There is only action

 

You can’t be ambitious and peaceful

Ambition is turmoil

 

But there is action without ambition

There is action without an end

There is action which springs from the freedom

 

There is action without compulsion

There is action without effort

There is action without resistance

There is action without struggle

 

Life IS action

You don’t have to enforce it

You can’t avoid it!

Life is action

 

But there is no hope

There is no result

There is no becoming

Neither internal NOR EXTERNAL

 

This action which comes from freedom — it has no direction

It has no result, not internal nor external

You can’t expect anything in return

 

You can’t act from freedom and expect a result

Expectation – any expectation – is clearly dependency

Dependency is never freedom

You will not know peace without freedom

You can’t reconcile outside with inside

You can’t be free on the inside yet compelled to ambition on the outside

You can clearly be “forced” to things, to the extent to which it is predetermined by the inherent mechanics of life…

but ambition is not life

Ambition is mindly creation

Intangible token with no actual link to reality

The mechanics of life are devoid of pride

Sacred act of living does not require ambition

No life form before human knew ambition

Self-growth is a sick error of the mind

Impeded mind is a sick mind

Anxiety is sickness of the mind

 

You can either be free, or you can be burdened with outside ambitions

You can’t be free and hope to achieve things

You can’t be free and hope to achieve anything at all

You may achieve

You may not achieve

But you can never be free whilst continuing your outside pursuits

You have to really understand it

You might act and you will act and it will be infinitely satisfying when it’s coming from the place of freedom and spontaneity but you can never, NEVER EVER expect this to bring any wordly recognition, any predictable outside end, any “success”