Spirituality

Broken

I want you to realize that most men are broken

 

Most men are broken in some way

Deep within

It’s hardly obvious

A hidden bug in a program, or minor hardware damage — not a bad metaphor

 

Some way most men break in some point

Usually many points

One does continue to function

But sometimes something is amiss

 

You won’t understand it

World is chaotic enough

There are many variables

And the conscious mind is a rationalization machine

It should never detect the fracture underneath, fracture in the subconscious

 

If you are extremely vigilant you will perhaps observe a trend

A recurring trend which cannot be explained away from the outside — but suggest some internal cause

It’s difficult

Most men are not vigilant

 

I want you to understand that most men are broken

If someone is very broken — he will go about breaking others

If someone is slightly broken — he will find ways to generally function around it, breaking even

If someone is just a little broken — he will merely have a little more weight to carry

But most men are broken

 

Most men are broken

Something happens to you which is too much to bear for you, for the psyche

Obviously your hardware and software are only equipped to deal with so much

Overwhelm it and it will break

This is only in the nature of life — things break

Things grow and things break

 

I want you to understand that most men are broken

Sometimes there will be nothing you can do and no way you can explain

Some of those you will have to forever avoid,

Some you’ll come to know and understand their place and their problems, and manage to work with them

Please be compassionate

People will be people

 

And you? How do you fix you?

Obviously first you must understand

Then you must be extremely vigilant — to begin to see the trend, and problems with it

And then?

Then you ask your god to cure you

 

You ask your god to cure you

Because this is beyond you

This is beyond you and your hitherto little solutions,

This requires fundamental transformation, deep within

 

Your god can help you

A wise man can help you

A profound change can help you

Higher purpose can transform you

Slow steady elevation can change you

Miracle can cure you

 

But one must humble up

That’s the meaning of asking god’s help

You — broken you — doesn’t want to be fixed. You — broken or not — want to STAY THE SAME

Thus this is beyond you

Thus this is only for those most desperate for change

And are you?

You don’t have to be and it’s ok

And if you are — than know yourself, unravel yourself — and change yourself — every day

 

At any rate:

I want you to realize that most men are broken

Please be understanding and forgiving — to others, to the world, and to yourself

Love

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