You don’t do art to be creative
You don’t dance to have fun
You don’t joke to laugh
You don’t seek thrills to get excited
You don’t indulge to experience pleasure
You don’t do things to be happy
You don’t seek love
You are creative therefore do things creatively (including art)
You have fun therefore you dance
You laugh AND joke
You are excited and life’s a THRILL
You experience pleasure (in anything) therefore you indulge (in life-living)
You are happy and you do things and you live
You feel love and are love
I wrote that pleasure is a side-effect of living
I was foolish. EVERYTHING is a side-effect of living
And EVERYTHING GOOD is a side-effect of living — if you LIVE well
You LIVED before all else
You EVOLVED feelings and sensations and moods and states and ideals — in order to SIGNAL to you that you’re LIVING WELL
The conclusion is obviously to LIVE WELL
The signal is not the point. LIVING is the point
We obviously got it confused,
We confused the signal for the thing, the appearance for the thing
And we started pursuing those mirages
And when you’re pursuing mirages — you’re NOT pursuing life
Therefore you FAIL at life
And as you fail at life — life ceases to reward you. It punishes you
And now you’re even more incentivised to seek that reward elsewhere, externally, independently of life living
So you get more fluff and less substance. More fucking distraction
Stop trying to have fun, to have creativity, to have joy, to have a thrill, to have happiness,
DO WHAT YOU DO BETTER, EVERY DAY
AND AS YOU DO IT — ACTUALLY LEARN TO ENJOY IT,
LEARN TO HAVE FUN WITH IT,
LEARN TO GET EXCITED OVER IT,
LEARN TO CELEBRATE IT, celebrate your victories and cherish lessons learned from failures,
LEARN TO LOVE IT,
do better what you do
do more things
find more challenges
go where more LIFE is, where more PURPOSE is, where more MEANING,
and bring MORE DEDICATION and MORE PASSION and MORE JOY and EXCITATION and CREATIVITY
and then laugh and dance and sing, when you’re at it