The only reason to do something you hate is to get something.
The only reason to do something you love is to do it.
The only reason to get something is to do what you love.
If you were doing what you loved — you would be ECSTATIC for everything you haven’t done. The less behind you – the more before you.
Alas most of us do what we hate. The only consolation is to achieve more, produce more. We hate ourselves for everything we haven’t done — for it reminds us of all the suffering which had no meaning, got us nowhere.
You may be doing what you love but your mind is still poisoned by *ideas* of what-ought and what-not. You still want to do more – be it produce more or enjoy yourself more.
Stop comparing stop planning stop getting ahead of yourself. Enjoy the little thing in your hands. And please be grateful for the uncharted lands before you.