When you’re only ever doing what you want — there comes a time when relaxing is just BORING
When instead of doing-what-you-want you start WANTING things: elementary schism emerges: what you ought-to-be-doing and what-you’re-doing
This separation is the cause of confusion, weariness and failure
After some time of reconnecting with what-you-want, living true to yourself, dispelling the entire confusion (and subsequent guilt) — you rekindle a new level of enthusiasm towards life, and release new supplies of energy (previously wasted on confusion, indecision and indirectness)
At that time, conventional “relaxation” literally becomes boring
Boring when you could be doing something amazing and creative
Something that makes you feel excited, makes you feel ALIVE, and not dead
And then ironically you’re so much more “productive” then you’ve ever dreamed of… when you still dreamed of it