You do have to be ruthless

Because the ending is ruthless, definite

Impermanence is ruthless

Once you truly understand just how ruthlessly everything will be taken away from you, this opportunity to live and create — you understand you must be ruthless in response

The rules are clear: when the end comes — it’s the end

Therefore you make clear rules yourself: until the end is here — you make the FUCKING MOST out of it

 

You love the most

You try the most

You’re grateful the most

 

You love all that is given to you because tomorrow it’s gone

You do your absolute best at all times because tomorrow you can’t do anything any more

And you’re utterly grateful throughout — because you understand the above. Therefore it’s your obvious choice, obvious truth.

 

…and it is ruthless

Because you were never so ruthless and single-minded

And everyone around you is not nearly as ruthless and single-minded and lustful for life

So you begin by removing them out of your way

And you remove nonsense out of your way

And you create a new, ruthless you

And you live a new, uncompromising life

 

You’d rather make your own mistakes — than be “right” through someone else’s truth

You’d rather live alone — than languish with someone holding you back

You’d rather do it NOW — than wait for tomorrow

So that you know that you STAYED IN CONTROL, DID YOUR BEST and LIVED AND LOVED to the fullest — when the ending comes

 

Because when the ending comes — it won’t matter what everyone told you

It won’t matter that you did what others thought was right

It won’t matter that someone approved of you

It will only matter whether you gave it everything, or compromised

 

And I promise you this “ruthlessness” will often feel WRONG

It’s not like in the movies, where the ruthless character overcomes, and then enjoys the success and approval of the world

It will rather be the opposite — the world should spit on you, despise you

It will rather be the opposite — even you will spit on you! It will feel like you spit on you

It will feel like you spit on you because you will WONDER if you should have have taken the ROAD someone ELSE HAS TAKEN. You will wonder if what they have and what they are is not perhaps what you want

But instead of taking that ATTRACTIVE LOOKING ROAD — you will take YOUR ROAD. And it will feel like you’re spitting on you, like you’re your enemy

But you’re not

Because what others have is FOOLS GOLD

And though you’re not perfect — parroting other cunts doesn’t solve it

You will not parrot other cunts and their own pursuits of fools gold

You will ruthlessly BE YOU and DO WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT and LIVE THE WAY YOU WANT TO LIVE NOW

And it will often LOOK WORSE then what the alternative looks like,

But when the end comes…when the end comes — there will be no regret. No doubt. You will know that you LIVED YOUR LIFE the way it was MEANT FOR YOU TO LIVE.

 

…now the good news is

Those times your values do align with the world – you will be UNSTOPPABLE

you will be ruthlessly dedicated

Ruthlessly effective

Ruthlessly loyal

Ruthlessly forthright

But when those values don’t align? Then you are the ENEMY

But FUCK THAT

You LAUGH at it!

Because when the end comes – you know LIVED YOUR LIFE the way it was MEANT FOR YOU TO LIVE.